I'm sorry Anne. I'm so sorry, but why do you still find yourself hypervigilant and activated, as if you're unable to return to a baseline of relative security? Our trauma may be the invisible factor stimulating those overwhelmingly intense feelings —and causing an overreliance on survival instincts, sometimes referred to as a trauma response. Please my friend.. wake up and see me as I really am, not what other people think they can cause you to believe. -Isaac